The weather had been so nice lately, I got in alot of miles last week, so that's good. Wednesday at physical therapy, Jay did something different with my back, and it kind of messed me up for the week, but it feels a little better now.
I had my SAT on Saturday. Oh my god! I hate math, it's offical. The reading and essay were a piece of cake, but I had so much trouble with the math. Sitting in a desk for four hours didn't really agree with my back either. I totally crashed afterwards. I ate a Panera sandwich in like, four seconds, and preceeded to sleep for the next 4 1/2 hours, and missed my training. Not good. Sunday I thought I would attempt the derby. I was out in Topton when I saw Juan going the other way, so I turned around and rode with him over to the crit. Juan always tell me to stop worrying about where other people are and just worry about myself, and I think this time he is really right. I can't control what happened to me, or what happened to other people. This season is going to be all about me doing the best I can do.
Other than just more outdoor riding, the weather brings about something else, the end of ski season! I went to work on Sunday night, and it turned out it was my last night for the season! I'll probably go back next year unless I find a job in the Fall. I just dont see how I could work year round and still ride. When I'm in season I have nooo time.
Prom is May 22nd. I'm planning on going with my boyfriend, Evan. He just hasn't asked me yet, but I'm really hoping he comes up with a super cute way to ask me. Prom would make me feel alot better, I think. My scars on my face really bother me, everyone says they aren't even that noticable, but they are to me. I think getting dressed up and everything would feel so good. We want to go to the beach afterwards and stay over at his grandparents house. My mom isn't too into that though....
At school the other day we were talking about hosptials and we started talking about bathrooms. I had to tell everyone how I had to use a bedpan for three days. That was probably one of the worst parts of the whole ordeal. Of all things, you dont expect to lose your ability to get up and use the bathroom by yourself.
Alot of my friends got their papers for the National Honor Society, but since I had to drop trig because of the accident, I won't be able to particpate. I'm really really upset about this. I would've made the cut for sure if I hadn't had a W/F in trig. There was no way I would've been able to get through with missing so much and then all of my appointments.
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